Tonight I had the powerful experience of "coming home" when I "took refuge" in the Three Gems of Buddhism within the Drikung Kagyu lineage of Tibetan Buddhism. I am now officially a Buddhist with the name: Konchok Jangchup Dorje, "Three Jewels of Buddha Vajra." I don't know how long I will have that name, because I will be taking Ngakpa Ordination in three days at which time I may receive yet another name.
Nevertheless, I have returned to the spiritual path that I followed centuries ago. Perhaps I did something right in that lifetime or perhaps my teacher from then helped me. In any case I am most fortunate to have this opportunity.
Venerable Lama Sonam answered some of my questions in a private interview which will help me to focus my practice. He is a most precious treasure for us at Katsel Dharma Center.
Tonight I had a small test of my commitment to this path in that after the interview and before the refuge ceremony I received a phone call from a bishop who has been a good friend. I rejoiced at the good fortune he was having, particularly in the area of spiritual growth. However, after I told him that I was becoming officially Buddhist tonight, our conversation ended very quickly. I can only guess how he might see this, but I can still hope that we may be able to still be friends.
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